ab imo pectore



ALL I WANTED WAS FOR YOU TO CARE

BUT YOU DONT SEEM TO BE BOTHERED

THE BITCH

| Jessica |
| 010990 |
| virgorian |
| tpbusinessschool|
| communicationsandmediamanagement |
| exkatongconventgirl|
| cmmcouncil |
| tptennis |
| shopaholic |
| loudhailer |
| narcissist |
| camerahogger |
| denimwhore |
| partyanimal |
| procrastinator |

WISHFULTHINKING

| shower me with coach hunny and serenade a love song to me|

EXITS

|kimmie|
|gill|
|paan|
|amalina|
|vann|
|aretha|
|evande|
|fee|
|nicole|
|marianne|
|tracy|
|jasmine|
|faiz|
|gisella|
|melanie|
|clair|
|amanda|
|sonam|
|jac|
|faye|
|yanti|
|aida|
|euniceHOLE|
|trey|


SUICIDAL THOUGHTS





THE DEADLY PAST

June 2005
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 January 2008
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 April 2008
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LUSTS

| money |
| topshoptop |
| divecert |
| accessories |
| phone |
| heels |
| macnotebook |
| cybershot |
| guesshandbag |
| fcuktop |
| fendispecs |
| pumps |
| edhardyshirt |
| coachwristlet |
| mangoshorts |
| dioreyepalette |
| guesswatch |
| crumplerlaptopcover |
| jeans |
| onepiece |
| handbag |


LOVE OF MY LIFE


i miss kc


besties <3


godsisters (:


some kinda magic


my babyy


my laughing gas


sexaye!


BFF <3


it's ladies night


sch's fun with them around


my leading ladies (:


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Wednesday, November 07, 2007

9:53 PM

my head is in space.i'm a walking zombie.with an average of 25hours of sleep every week minus the weekends i think i am so going to die soon.seriously.i realised that i really do not have much discipline.it takes so much effort for me to actually get things done nowadays.especially that stupid mm prin subject.i wonder why do i procrastinate that much.some of my friends mentioned that i now tend to over analyze things.they claim it's freaky and that i have changed so much.funny how i had always thought it was not me just them.or is it really me indeed?i cannot get over what happened that night.that night of sheer fun and excitement.so much so that i now question myself.i do not want history to ever repeat itself again.though i never seem to learn from my mistakes.isnt it once bitten twice shy?why doesnt that ever come true when it comes to me?i dont want to be that fool no more.

back to my week.scruffy murphy's on friday with the best friends and chitty chitty bang bang with rina darling on sunday.really awesome show that would not fail to bring out that kid in you.crazy elephant and lunar on tuesday and moliere last night.i guess i am just so grateful for the public holiday today.even though i think i am programmed to wake up even before i get 8 hours of sleep.
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;